Mood: Myself.
Tuesday, 20 October 2009
i don't need anyone else. i have my family.
i guess thats the most impt.
i dun need him either..
feeling really out of place recently.. feel like i dun belong..
last night i wanted to cook the Ham for him to eat. cos he said no meat.
den in the end get scolded as "dunno how to think". apparently mum just mopped the floor.
haix. pissed. den ltr he also pissed that i dun wan eat the corn.
like i dunno how to appreciate other pple cook for me.
i was just pissed. plus it was really hot.
haix. forget it. den he lose temper, stand up reli loudly and washed his plate.
went outside to sit.
again left me alone there..
i'm forever alone.
what's the point of having a bf? when im always alone?
alone when outside celebrating my bdae on Friday night?
alone when i wanna go back no hse to go back?
alone when i went to his place on Sat?
alone when i watch soccer, he ask me can keep my comments to myself anot?
alone when i slp at night?
i'm always alone. so sianx..
from today onward. it'll all be abt Me, Myself and I..
cos only i'll forever be with me...
we can nvr leave each other de. hahaha..