Woah~ past few days haven been blogging...
Just read Colin's blog.. kinda agree to wad he says.. haaa.. i mean,
why do pple hide their feelings? hai... he oso poor thing.. gf left him for another guy..
after 5 yrs of r/s..... no wonder he so emo shit nowadays...

today work got quite alot.. but im lyk slack lehs duno why..
excited tt i'm meeting wugui ltr?or jus tired...?i have been looking at the same file for almost 3hrs. LOLx.. just slacking..

i've bought my new HP liao... it's a HTC touch phone.. haaa.. psycho my uncle buy in the end i myself go n buy.. haaa.. sign new line, $198. didn't have to pay registration fee, my monthly is only $19.20, and first 6 mths free subscription.. haaa.. so cool right.. my new number my uncle choose de.. 0682.. means easy to get rich,.. i was lyk sure anot... i feel so hard lehs.. haaaa... den he laugh oso.. anyway i need to figure out how to use the phone.. duno how to operate it yet.

haaa.. im so tired n so slack.. i wanna go shopping~! buy under garments.. for myself and my wugui laogong..

wah.. been missing him... LOL.. duno y oso.. jus feel lyk being in his arms.. so much fats so comfy.. haaaaaaa... =x

Hai.. duno wad he thinks at times.. haha.. duno why he lyks to irritate me. and the best part is it's lyk so wu suo wei to him. here, i lose to him. .. hai..

Mum's 50th bdae.. went MissU Cafe for dinner..
the food was fantastic.. wah damn long never eat liao..
shiok lo..

hmm.. den went st james Movida.. didn't drink much.. just tried champagne..
it stinks...had red wine too and alot of sprite... haha.. me n my sister went to dragonfly most of the time.. we were there listning to chinese pop songs and the girl singer was really good... she sand "ting hai" by zhang hui mei.. sounded really nice... but too bad she's china.. hahaha... seriously, jus sitting at the bar feels reli good..able to listen to nice music and sing along.. my sister was dying to go K.. hhaa.. she suggested to go pub but my dad wanted to go club.. so we oso bo bian... sighs... missing my baobei one whole night.. i wonder the feeling's vice-versa..

doots...

This MJ LIM oso one funny guy.. BL not surrendered how you want me too help...
sighs.. everytime only know how to chu pattern gimme kio sai...

sooner or later sure die de lo...

haha.. JEsmine still owes me inv and packing list.. tmr zhong stroe rent den ho seh liaoxx...
wan hoong, Liping oso owe me Original Bl.. How to clear cargo... OMG..
stress~

Stupid paper from the fax machine is sooo sharp so many cuts since morning.. swayed.. haha.. such a small cut ah, but freaking pain lo... kns..

lunch time is nearing... looking forward to a hearty meal which and soothe my busy morning...

sighs.. no news from my wugui..

misses...

Came in early morning, the phone never STOP RINGING..
the best part is, no one ever picks up~!! OMG.. so irritating..
den phone call for me is lyk non stop..

Gimme a BREAK~ *PHew..*

Ok no time to blog liao.. toodles.. BRB~

Jus had my dinner.. wah so full.. the soup taste nice.. but sad cnt eat the vege..
stupid braces lar... oh well..

am watching the 9 o'clock channel8 drama... "La Femme", all the sweet things that happen in dramas, will only happen in drama... it seldom happens in real life situations...

i mean, think abt it, when the girl asks if the guy has forgiven her, do u think the guy wud kiss n make up? i doubt so.. they probably land some sarcastic remark right smack across your face and leave u stabbing youself in the heart wondering, "why i had to open my mouth.."

see tt's real life and tt's men for your info! nuttin actually happens lyk in the drama.. even suicidal scenes.. how many pple actually are willingly to die for love?? yea, they'd probably try, but whu actually succeeds?? so i salute those whu actually died for love...and no other reason in particular...

sighs... LOVE.. sets me thinking.. wad is love?? it cnt be eaten, it cnt be a tool, it cnt kill someone, yet it cnt keep someone alive...

Mystical LOVE..... even till the day i die, i doubt i'll ever understand love.. sometimes i think i do understand it, but then agn.. tts all bullshit... wad, love is kind, love is patient, love is sacrifice... ah~bullshit! haha.. im better off thinking love's jus one big mystery.. after all, Ignorance is Bliss ya? HEHE..

okies.. off to indulge myself in the unrealistic life of drama... Toodles.. =)

Jus had lunch... feeling better aft a short talk with my colleagues..
small talk, big laughs.. haha..

My colleague shared an experience with us jus now over lunch..
He said tt night he was working late alone in the office..
abt 9.15pm, he called for the cab.. but no cabs were available..
so he gave his details to the cab company and got them to contact him once
a cab was available.. but he wait until he cnt wait liao. decided to walk out to main street
to hail a cab instead. then when he went downstairs, he saw a cab on call coming in.
so he decided to try his luck. he hailed the cab. the cab driver ask him, "Tommy? going tampines?" he replied "ya." so he asked the uncle, "tot the cab company girl so no cab available?"
cab uncle replied "no la i call ur hp, but lyk no reception, so i called the office, your girl say you left aredy..."

SO SCARY RIGHT?? cos, he was alone in the office earlier jus now...
OMG.. i dun dare work late alone liao...

Argh~!! how can he just make it like, it's my job to do this for him..
ROAR~!! AHHHH!!! Gosh~!!

So damn irritating la.. cant do anything abt it..
I'm also human lo, i'm not a walking encyclopedia la...
i also need help, there are also thigns that i dunno..
dun take for granted that i have to do all this for you ok??

so damn pek chek la. all my work stuck there,
still piling as i blog.. fuck.. update ltr liao...
jus needed to find a corner to bitch abt my life...

stupid life..

Suppose to meet my family for dinner..
My mum's bdae celebration dinner.. but he doesnt want to go..
so i'm in a dilemma now.. duno if i shud just go..
dun lyk to leave things dngling out of nowhere..

Sometimes, thigns when left alone, will just go away..
but how come i dun lyk to leave it alone so it will just go away?
great.. now got some error with the time and date format.. gotta edit my html agn.. sianx.. spend like an hr editting it jus now.. DOTX...

Yea.. he's back in lala land agn.. sighs.. i think im jus gonna go..
go bathe and take a train back east to meet them for dinner...

*SIGHS* duno y heart feels so heavy.. so sian..
Oh well.. wad to do.. whu ask me to love him.. LoLx..
*hai*

Sobx.. I'm hungry... so hungry..
sobx sobx sobx...

Wow.. really long since i last blogged..
Don't know why it jus takes me so hard to commit to blogging..
haha.. the stinge lasts only for awhile..
then something motivates me to blog again..
LOLx.. I'm weird..

~UPdates! Out of the oven HOT~!!
I'm now attached to my wugui laogong..XinJie..
How we met..
We met on the 3rd day of CNY 2008,
Just outside SandMan (My father's pub..)
He came with John.. John and i arranged to meet weeks ago i think..
Wugui Laogong jus tagged along. I was there with my family and my best friend Qian, we had a drink or 2.. didnt really drink much, cos the 2 men were riding that night.. After which we headed off to Bedok 85 for supper.. Then Qian had to go back ler.. left me, john and wugui Laogong.. we went to changi beach for a ride.. after which they send me back..

Well, monday came and off i was back to work..I'm wrking as a freight forwarder in this company known as Speedmark. My office located at Pasir Panjang Distripark. Aft wrk i headed over to Auntie Jessie's house to bai nian. Suddenly received a msg from wugui laogong. he got my number from john.. he ask me if i wanna play mahjong at his friend's hse in tamp, near my place ma. but i cnt go from there wor. so inconvenient.. anyways.. the msgs came to n fro the whole night.. i think a few nights aft, he asked me out! haha.. we never spoke on the phone.. jus msgs to n fro.. could make me feel so secure being ard him.. reminds me of a feeling i use to have tho.. but been long since i last felt so secure. weird too.. cos i dunno him vry well, yet i noe him so much... you know? ok im sounding stupid now.. hehe.. aft 4 dates out tgthr, he asked me one day, if he were to ask me to be his gf, how many % would i say yes. i dunno to laugh at him or to reli just say yes in his face. haha.. took awhile b4 i finallized my ans and we were tgthr ler.. 18th Feb 2008 is the lucky day..

So that's how we met.. haha.. long story actually, cut short here and there, a few words settled it.. But until now, we're 4mths and going strong... Feels lyk we've been tgthr for yrs but nevertheless, i reli do..*thinks* erms.. *psst* Tell you a secret... I've never said that 3 words to him b4.. haha but here, i can loudly exclaim, "I LOVE YOU!!!" LOLx.. but i reli do.. from the bottom of my hrt, i tell you, "WUGUI LAOGONG, I LOVE YOU~!!!"

You noe, it helps to remind yourself how you and your special someone met when you have downs in the r/s.. be it a small quarrel or a big one. or maybe jus when you're feeling he's such an asshole and being a pig at times, you jus have to think things thru, your anger amazingly goes away.. you jus wanna hug him and jus drop the whole arguement.. of cos tt's if he doesnt harp on the arguement la..hehe.. seriously.. it makes me feel better aredy.. don't let small disagreements get you down and lose that special r/s. cos once broken, considered sold..

Many times i lost faith in r/s.. i mean,see etc etc.. but somehow, i have a good gut feeling abt this r/s.. well, but future's up to HIM right.. cos HE has everything planned for me..