Emotional..
Monday, 20 July 2009
its the time of the month.. haa.. lotsa feelings i'm havin.. duno wad to make of them..
i'm tired i guess... tired of feeling the way i feel. mayb i'm thinking too much??
i duno.. wish everything will just go away.. if life were just simpler.....i'm born in the wrong era i guess. LOLx. My generation has too many downs tt i dun like.. wad to do.. tt's life...
today totally moodless... i duno.. mayb a cooling period is probably the best for both of us.. i dun wish to contact him. i dun wish to hear his voice.. neither see him.. just wish everything can just go away.
To him:
i'd probably ignore your calls.. i'd probably not meet you.. i'd probably not sms you..
just take this time off to think what you really want from this r/s.. what this r/s means to you... i need time to think too.. whether this is my life i've decided... i use to know.. now.. i duno anymore.. you say i've changed.. mayb i did.. but u did too.. i guess pple change... sighs.
Just get well soon. hopefully, its just the time of the mth tt's y im feeling so much..
Love you.