Mood: Confused..
Saturday, 14 February 2009
hmm.. Jus read Yanling aka Sharon's Blog...
So much feelings aft reading it.. i mean.. lyk suddenly gan shou alot of different mixed up feelings... i feel sad that i haven been beside her.. haa.. funny hor but ya.. when she got hurt in the r/s i shud have been there with the others of the gang to help her thru it all... but we also lyk half past six liddat.. feeling kinda... mixed up..
hais.. when i was down n out of love, i spent most of my time with my friends.. Qianz.. Yunz.. Yanz.. Cuihui.. really made me feel alot better.. like, better loved by my gfs den a man. cos guys are unpredictable.. you never know when they betray you or hurt you.. Problem with me is that i'm too satisfied. i need to learn to give... and TAKE.. i'm not complaining abt XJ.. He's great.. Loves me but doesnt say it.. den.. i guess it's jus me la.. i kinda need him to say it, but he doesnt? so.. ima learning to let go lo.. let go as in dun keep expecting..
No Expectations, No Disappointment.
I heard this from another friend. a Church friend in fact. he really teach me alot and ima grateful.. Thanks Vinnie.. =) many times words that comes from his mouth usally seems all so right and justified. That's y i like talking to him.. makes me feel smarter.LOLx..
Any ways.. Sharon got some kinda illness.. "snake disease" they say.. not quite sure what it is abt.. but will be doing alot of reading lo.. =)