Ima down with cough n flu.. sho sianx..

Today slpet the whole day away.. my meds like strong lo.. haa..
Dr Mok gave me 2 days MC. i sms Lynn in the morning and told her i got 2 days MC. She also sian diaox.. cos her leave tmr burn.. haix.. sometimes i cnt stand her leave.. EVERY Mon and Thurs lehs.. haix.. bo bian... stick it out for a while. hopefully her leave ends soon...............

LoLx.. Grats to Yanling finally taking the first step to move on.. Altho i still haven heard from her what she thinks of him.. but at least she taking the first step to get to know pple. *Huggies* and best of Luck.. =)

So many things happening ard me.. Oya KK tio 4d hahhaa... Last night we went to Tua Bei Gong @ Loyang.. there got this stone. Deardear say if we burn that incennse thing in front of the stone, can see numbers... so i think we squat there for lyk almost half hr, i saw a 8.... and den alot of 6s. but din buy 4d today lar.. so in the end its lyk open but nvr buy.. 8666.. OMG.. Staters summore lehs.. sad... den KK saw his numner 8520. he bought $2.. tio Consolation... Got luck lor...

Heard frm Lynn that she getting a divorce with Kai. She has a 2yr old daughter, and a 5mths old baby (agaration) Her husband Kai, fools ard outside.. with online chats and all.. she keep all these proof in the office. she even has the pictures of the girls.. Yanling also because of past relationship failure tt's y scared to accept a new one.. den i'll hink.. so many relationships ard me going haywire... makes me scared that i've already decided to embark on a whole new level to the word "Relationship". He bought me a 0.088Carat diamond ring.. hehe.. ima happy.. and i noe tt he's serious.. my HDB also on the way.... ima so many steps ahead of all my gfs...

So many things going thru my head... need to scrimo and save liao.. but seems cnt brng myself to do it.. LOLx.. aiming for an LV bag... OMG... LV lehs.. thousand over dollars lor.... sianed.. feel heart pain to buy sia... buy liao can frame up?? LOlx... use i scared spoil... hehe....

OMG coughing away.. but better liao lar.. not lyk last night my throat feel so pain... Sobx...
Just aside, sometimes i know he cares.. if he would use actions, like a hug, or a syayng on my arm.. or jus a touch to know he cares and will b ard... i'm so lazy tt i have to keep guessing... sighs...

maybe ima afraid i guess wrongly........

hmm.. Jus read Yanling aka Sharon's Blog...

So much feelings aft reading it.. i mean.. lyk suddenly gan shou alot of different mixed up feelings... i feel sad that i haven been beside her.. haa.. funny hor but ya.. when she got hurt in the r/s i shud have been there with the others of the gang to help her thru it all... but we also lyk half past six liddat.. feeling kinda... mixed up..

hais.. when i was down n out of love, i spent most of my time with my friends.. Qianz.. Yunz.. Yanz.. Cuihui.. really made me feel alot better.. like, better loved by my gfs den a man. cos guys are unpredictable.. you never know when they betray you or hurt you.. Problem with me is that i'm too satisfied. i need to learn to give... and TAKE.. i'm not complaining abt XJ.. He's great.. Loves me but doesnt say it.. den.. i guess it's jus me la.. i kinda need him to say it, but he doesnt? so.. ima learning to let go lo.. let go as in dun keep expecting..

No Expectations, No Disappointment.

I heard this from another friend. a Church friend in fact. he really teach me alot and ima grateful.. Thanks Vinnie.. =) many times words that comes from his mouth usally seems all so right and justified. That's y i like talking to him.. makes me feel smarter.LOLx..

Any ways.. Sharon got some kinda illness.. "snake disease" they say.. not quite sure what it is abt.. but will be doing alot of reading lo.. =)

Haix.. permit declare wrongly again.. SIANx~!!!

works a drag.. so sianx..

Haix..

Hmm.. Feeling like i'm missing out on my life.. duno why nowadays a lil moody.. nuttin to do.. nuttin to say.. jus feeling moody..

have you ever have the feeling the BIG question drops in on you someday.. and you're afraid you wun be able to give a definite ans? although you were quite sure of the ans sometime back... but then again you qn yourself... is that the ans you'll be satisfied with?

Sighs.. i duno..