MOOD: Tired...
Saturday, 26 July 2008
I'm so tired...... can barely concentrate on wad shit im doing...
feel lyk a fever coming my way..
stupid weather. stupid rain..
duno wads wrg with me. im jus emitting this negative aura these few days...
hais.. to stress at wrk.. den keep zhuan niu jiao jian..
always so pessimistic n negative. think of worse case senario..
make things so jialat for myself.
sometimes is i learn to let go of somethings, probably my life wud b better...
thinking of gg back to wrk for manicure..
but dun wish to eat into the time i get to spend with him.. but then agn, it's not lyke he's excited abt spending time with me.. aiya! see! negative aura~!!!
hai... i duno.. now im even doubting hw he feels...
is it "love"? or is it responsibility?
can 2 pple be reli "xin fu" if their together for responsibility?
responsibility can be applied onto anyone anything..
so who's to guarantee anything??
hai.. tired... mind is lyk hu si luan xiang liao...
hai.. eyes feel so heavy....